I'm Madeline,just another confusing girl out there. My life is dance,coffee,friends,family,and one amazing boyfriend.Life sucks,life is great,life is just life,in the end everything works itself out,so here goes me on my mission to figure it all out.
Sometimes I wish life was a breeze. But then again the hardships are the only thing that will make you learn and become stronger.
Scared
I’m scared of what’s going to be said in the next couple of seconds.
I’m scared of what’s going to happen.
I’m scared of the future.
I’m scared if anyone saw.
I’m scared cause I don’t know what to do.
I’m scared,and saying sorry is not enough.
I’m scared i never thought this would happen to me.
I’m scared this will change everything.
I’m scared of change.
But most of all,
I’m scared of you.
I love you so much. I don’t think I’d ever want to be with anyone else. I hope you realize how happy you make me,but how much it sucks when you act out of hate. I wanna be happy all the time,I need it 100%,not just a part. It sucks when I try so hard,sometimes I question if I even should.
100% that’s what I ask.
Here goes another example of how much you care:) I can really feel how much I mean to you…not.
Out of control.
Really.Honestly? I’m home alone,sick. And you take my car and tell my boyfriends mom that i’m home because YOU don’t trust me. You’re a control freak and I can’t stand it. Mom’s are supposed to be bossy…but not practically keep you behind bars because they don’t trust you? I haven’t done anything to lose your trust. Go fuck off just because I have someone that loves me and you don’t.
Sincerely,
quitbeingapsycho.
